daze faculty

2011-06-27T12:12:00.001+08:00

Take a sprinkling of fairy dust,
An angel's single feather,
Also a dash of love and care,
Then mix them both together.
Add a sentiment or two,
A thoughtful wish or line,
A touch of stardust, a sunshine ray...
It's a recipe, for a Baby Girl truly fine...

2011 started with a BANG!!!

2011-01-29T18:55:00.002+08:00

it's already the end of january 2011 which started with a BANG!!!

and i have been in smk tg sepat for 4 weeks..so far not so bad, except for the daily totally unpleasant smell from a nearby kandang "cek bab" and a wee hour drive, being there is not soo bad..as i have been telling myself over and over and over and over again before going there, "there's always a reason for everything that happens to us..insyallah it will be a great one for me and moi family'...

baby checklist

2010-03-16T11:50:00.002+08:00

busy-busy busy me...takdelah sgt, cuma takde mood nak blogging. a lot had happened, interesting and not so, still not in the mood...cuma this time round, the boys are hogging the astro, nak suruh tgk dvd pun taknak-so mama nak watch tv, dah jenuh FBing, and i thot dh lama gak tak update blog...

so i am now in my 33rd week, perut dah macam balloon, haqim espcially baru prasan mama die preggy sbb if he stand in front of me, he cant see my face, the mama's tummy is blocking..hahaha...even danish pun once said.."mama, your tummy is soo big!"...an i just sengih sbb he said that masa pick the boys from nursery, in front of their teachers plak tu...lately lak plak, danish and haqim just love to kiss my tummy and haqim slalu gak says hi baby to the tummy...mama just hope that the boys will adjust well with the new addition to our family, insyallah...3 stooges ler nampaknyer mama+papa nak layan...

so, this time round, since papa's company dah tukaq new insuran provider, means that maybe kene tukaq gak spital for delivery, kalu b4 this, both times with KPMC-ie dr jamil(doc yg maha pendiam and cool-like that alot!!), kenelah try new doc...dah try az-zahrah to make appointment- tapi masyallah, kene call nearly an hour baru dpt di-connectkan to OnG department, and papa said, macam ramei org jer..maybe kite boley try KPJ kajang plak, ada a few friends went there, and so far nothing scary have been heard...ok lah kot, insyallah...

today, after papa insist me to make a checklist for baby stuff-he doesnt want me/he to buy random barang-coz he knows me yg mata maha rambang membeli- i have prepared the list- although danish and haqim's ol' baby stuff ada yg still boley pakai, but i think it is not fair to the little one just recycle his bros' old stuff, tak banyak at least adalah new stuff for him kan...so here goes...

Baby checklist

Clothing checklist:

Onesies
Pajamas
Sleepers
Socks and bootie
Baby Shoes
T-shirts
Mittens
Sweater
Nappies
Hats

Diapering checklist:

Cloth diapers
Disposable diapers
Diaper Wipes
Wash cloths
Diaper ointment/powder
Diaper Bag

Bathing and Health:

Bath sponge
Baby soaps and lotions
Tearless shampoo
Baby oil
Hooded towels
Ointment
Sterile cotton balls
Baby powder
Baby brush/comb
Nasal aspirator
Rubbing alcohol
Q-tips/ cotton buds

Feeding essentials:

Baby bottles
Nipples
Breast pump
Breast milk storage containers
Teeters
Breast pads
Pacifiers
Nipple Cream
Nursing pillow
Nursing bras
Bottle Sterilizer
Bottle warmer
Formula

Bedding checklist:

Crib bedding Sets
Crib sheets
Receiving blankets
Baby blankets
Mattresses
Mattress pads
Baby Pillows

Saidina Umar class 2009

2009-12-10T18:53:00.003+08:00

Danish Harith's year end report:
Muhammad Danish Harith is a fast learner. He loves reading. However, needs more reading practises to improve his BM and Iqra skills. He is helpful and he also has good manners.

november rain

2009-12-02T22:55:00.001+08:00

have been loving this song for a long time...

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this
Such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
Yeahh..
But lovers always come
And lovers always go
And no one's really sure
Who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
Then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time
On your own
Do you need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don't you know you need some time
All alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time
On my own
Sometimes I need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don't you know you need some time
All alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you
Need somebody
Don't ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Que Sera, Sera...Whatever Will Be, Will Be

2009-11-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

what is it gonna be?
a girl?
hopefully it's a girl?
people have been asking...

i have been praying and wishing...

well, for me, dont want to be too hopeful, only wishful-thinking that it is gonna a girl... on the other hand as long as my baby is going to be born healthy and hopefully easily...dah alhamdulillah... no matter what the gender is... if is a another boy, dah boleh buat team sepak takraw...ahaks..

some, may i say- the bit mulut cabul one, said to me..."jangan harap sgt dpt girl, nanti kluar boy, perangai kang mcm pompuan"...deerrrr...patutnyer doa2kan baik2 ajerlah kat anak orang , ni tak, kang aku doakan balik mcm tu kat anak kau karang, marah pulak...

some asked, what is your instinct about this baby...as some moms do have intsinct of what their unborn babies gonna be...well for me, my insticnt and my wishing thinking are all mixed up, so totally cant be trusted...

the boys still are not aware that they are gonna getting a new sibling, but danish did ask why his mama's tummy is bigger...

no matter what is gonna be, baby, mama hope you will be a soleh/solehan and healthy baby...and i cant wait to see you...

danish at school...

2009-11-21T15:04:00.003+08:00

brush-brush-brush...

here are among the school activities at danish's school, cannot share more pics coz tgh using papa's lappy and connot scan more pics...these pics pun "pinjam' from the school blog...

mama's ever antics lappy is cranking up lately...mcm nak kener beli sony vaio laptop jer..hihihi..mari kite berangan...

The Original Cuppycake Video

2009-10-07T20:13:00.001+08:00

malas-malas me...

2009-09-11T22:54:00.004+08:00

2 bulan no blogging...malas-malas me or can i blame pasal blogger-blocked...

genap 21 hari umat islam berpuasa, and so far aku puasa penuh and insyallah puasa penuh kot tahun nie...insyallah, belum kompom lagi pun...
syawal datang lagi, and this year will be hubby and me 7th raya together, insyallah will be more together...
for danish and haqim, it's their 5th and 3rd and this year the abam sudah pandai mintak nak main 'api-api' -even dah betulkan many time to say bunga api, still lagi best dia cakap nak main 'api-api'...tapi for the past few days, die kene kuarentine main 'api-api' sbb dah over 1 week coughing...

have been in shopping frenzy lately, cek abe pun dok bagi "support"...haha...
new bling-for a very-very early bday present, new wallet-to ganti the one that had been used since b4 danish was born, new make-up set, tak plan nak beli tapi kaunter estee lauder seperti memanggil2 ku dari jauh, so aku pun sahutlah panggilan nyer, rasenyer with the new stock, lepas nie, setahun aku tak payah beli any make-up...huhu...

well, oklah kot dulu for starting...dont want to over do it...

how do i know...

2009-07-05T18:34:00.002+08:00

macam mana mama tahu yang anak2 mama dah besar...

- pabila danish harith sudah lebih tinggi dari paras pinggang mama...

- pabila danial haqim sudah pandai demanding nak pakai baju kesukaannya...

- pabila danish harith sudah pandai negotiate nak makan nasi brape suap sahaja...

- pabila danial haqim sudah pandai demand ank tgk his fav tv channel every day after fetching them from nursery...

- pabila danish harith sudah hafaz surah Al-Fatihah and doa makan...

- pabila danial haqim sudah pandai ikut abam baca doa makan..even dgn pelat2 die...

- pabila mama can have her beauty nap for 2 hours petang aritu without being disturb by them coz they were buzy playing, tv-ing and terrorizing the hall...

and many more yg tak terlisted here..and insyallah both of you will keep growing healthily, happily, handsomely....hihii... and bring mama and papa such joy and laughter...forever...

fruits of my womb

2009-07-03T23:10:00.008+08:00

bubble time..

2009-06-04T17:26:00.001+08:00

2009-06-04T15:17:00.004+08:00

"Setiap pelajar yang menduduki Sijil Peperiksaan Malaysia (SPM) hanya dibenarkan mengambil 10 subjek maksimum mulai tahun depan,"
"Ia akan mempunyai banyak implikasi positif, satu yang pasti adalah para guru akan berupaya memberi lebih tumpuan terhadap bilangan mata pelajaran utama dan guru juga akan lebih khusus,"

agaknya apakah perkara yg telah menjadi pemangkin terhadap keputusan yg dirasakan amat terburu-buru ini? Dan kenapa hanya 10, dah bukan 11,12...dan bukan 15?
daripada setengah juta pelajar yang mengambil SPM sebelum ini, kira-kira 48,000 pelajar mengambil lebih daripada 10 subjek.

senario biasa ialah pelajar aliran sains akan mengambil Biology, Chemistry, Physics dan Add Math. Then with this new ruling, mereka akan terbatas mengambil Prinsip Akaun, Pendidikan Seni Visual ataupun Tasawwur Islam..and what about EST? Ini amat menyedihkan.

teringat apa yang diulaskan oleh Nur Amalina Che Bakri who scored 17 A1s in the 2005 SPM exam when she was asked about this issue back then. She said that human brain has 2 sides. If we only concentrates on the left side (which include analytical , verbal, logical, grammar, vocab and numerical computation) what will happen to the right side ( include holistic, prosodic, intuitive). Means that, students should not only focus on subjects like math, science, bio etc, but also be learning subjects like art, literature and etc..

pengambilan subjek SPM yg melebihi 15 oleh calon adalah sangat sedikit dan boleh dibilang dgn jari (a few people's fingers maybe...)
dan harus juga diingat, nobody is forcing them to take more than they can carry...so why should there be a limit??? I really-really dont understand...

more than few times, at my school, non- muslim students who are keen in taking Tasawwur Islam on top of their Science stream subjects. Even the some Malays students are not interested to take it and I see that the class that the main elective is T.I are not givng the best result...I think if they can handle it, why should we stop them.

i think we should encourage students to be more well-rounded people , by giving them the chance to learn as much as they want and can...
maybe encourage them to take 3rd language like Japanese, French or Mandrin ker...isnt it much better rather than limiting them...

the reason given to this move was:
"Ini juga akan mengatasi masalah pada sesetengah subjek yang kekurangan guru, malahan ibu bapa dapat menjimatkan wang daripada terpaksa membayar lebihan subjek perlu diambil apabila menghantar anak mereka ke kelas tuisyen"
untuk merapatkan jurang di antara pelajar bandar dan luar bandar walapun perbezaan jurang ini tidak sejauh mana.
Lebih-lebih lagi di kawasan luar bandar ini terdapat ramai orang bumiputera Melayu, bumiputera yang agak miskin, kurang berkemampuan

correct me if i am wrong, but if i am not mistaken, my fellow friends who had been teaching in the rural areas said that, there are not much tuition centers there, so then the school teachers are the students' sole reference...giving them night classes, extra classes etc...
so..?
therefor, only the urban kids who have the privillage to go to tuition centers right? so..?

well, entahlah...inilah susahnya kalau isu pendidikan diterajui oleh org politik...

update..upbeat..

2009-06-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

after anticipating it for quite sometime, it's finally here...'CUTI PERTENGAHAN TAHUN 2009"
yippie...but, on sadder note, i am starting it with conjunctivitis...huhuhuhu...

ada 8 kelas PjPk papers, 2 kelas essay belum marking...adush, mcm mane nak mark dgn mata yg sepet sebelah nie..kene jugak tabah semangat and finish all marking by the end of the week coz next week, we are spending a week at Cherating....yahooo...

well, the school week ended by celebrating Hari Guru peringkat sekolah, and me, kak zu, fatimah and kak nor decided to have 'secret santa' and exchanging gift among us...so after comtemplating on what to buy, last minute, i decided to buy kain ela from Biwanis kat Alamanda...so me "heret" hubby and Danish shopping there last thursday. We had late lunch at Chakri, and guess who we bumped into? At first, me and hubby were trying to look cool and just buat tak tau, yelah kan, they do look very macam 'somebody rich and famous' tapi langsung kiteorg tak kenal...the lady sungguh lawa with very gebu face and the guy pun handsome even with thinning hair..they looked so loving, as the guy without segan and silu kissed the girl on the cheeck...and they had an entourage! Of course lah VIP kan..at that time, rase macam nak take some pic pakai hp, but takut mcm jakunlah pulak kan...so just let them be....but as they left, me and hubby were also left wondering ...anak sapa lah tu...

but i am not wondering anymore as i found who they are tonite.. they are Manohara Odelia Pinot and Tengku Temenggong Muhammad Fakhry Petra.

twilight feverish

2009-05-22T17:54:00.003+08:00

still taking my own sweet taking, slowly reading the last of the saga, baru jer sampai chapter 9 "sure as hell didnt't see that one coming"...and the further i get the more menyampah i feel towards this Jacob the vampire tak paham bahasa guy/dog...nape ler 'batu' sgt mamat nie..dah dia taknak...trima sajelah..LET THE TWO OF THEM ALONE!!!
ter'emo' sket lah pulak.

cant wait till this 20 November 2009. the release of the New Moon pulak...but actually, tak suka sgt book #2 coz, Edward left Bella....huhuhuaaa....

shock of the year

2009-05-21T16:11:00.007+08:00

shock of the year? maybe...
or is it already expected...
meet the new American Idol season 8!
Kris Allen...

i know someone who is so heartbroken
over this...

la luna

2009-05-15T23:56:00.001+08:00

I remember when I met you
All the stars were hanging in mid-air
In these moments - nothing mattered
But the way you caught me in your stare
We were walking - we were talking
We were laughing about the state of our lives
How our fates brought us together
As the moon was rising in your eyes

On and on the night was falling
Deep down inside us
On and on a light was shining right through

Ah la luna la luna
The night that we fell under the spell of the moon
Ah la luna la luna
The light that will being me back to you
The light of la luna

In the hotel in the cafes
All the world was made with romance
In the harbor moonlit water
All the ships were swaying in a dance
Then you held me and you kissed me
And I knew I had to be with you
You didnt ask me you just took me
To the tiny bed in your tiny room

On and on the band was playing
A song of surrender
On and on the sun would soon break thru

Now I walk along the streets of marseilles
The winter sky is cold and gray
And I dont know why I left you that day
And I dont know where you are

NOOOOOO.....

2009-05-14T19:04:00.007+08:00

Daniel Jay Gokey@ Danny Gokey is out!!!

NOOOOOOO...how can that be...Simon said "It was a vocal masterclass"...

he has been my favourite since the beginning...
and Danny..oh Danny, so humble him, even in an immediate interview after elimination with him, he said that he's still grateful for all the great things had happened to him, he said, that 10 months ago, he was sitting in front of his wife's casket,the world is tumbling around him and now he's the Top 3 of American Idol and he's grateful...

it's all just like Daughtry episode all over again, he should be in the final, rather that that McPhee...now it would be absolutely an easy win for Adam lambert, no offense Kris Allen's fan, but..can he really compete with Lambert's high notes and charismatic voice-some would say??? cant wait for next week now.

my latest addiction..

2009-05-12T21:55:00.004+08:00

i am taking my own sweet time reading it,on my 4th book now... even though actually tak sabar nak tau the ending, but i like to enjoy every moment of 'living' through the journey...adelah jugak beberapa incident that other people somehow bagi clue what happened in the end, i quickly brushed it off my mind...hmmmm...

my latest addiction..

p/s: papa, you are still numuro uno in my heart...muah2...

HAPPY MOM'S DAY!!!

2009-05-09T01:17:00.002+08:00

My 1st mother's day card from Muhammad Danish Harith...
how often can that be...priceless..

over 'zealous' me

2009-05-07T17:53:00.005+08:00

adush, sudah bersawang blogku ini,it's all due to over the "exuberant" me... a few events did take place since the last entry... thought about 'bit@#!^&" entry pasal the tuuuutt, but later decided not to..not worthwhile to have an entry for the undeserving...hahahaha... well, still not in the mood to chatter much, will just post a few pics...A picture does say a thousand words, it is a cliche but it's true...

pictures taken by the teachers of the Little Caliphs
during danish harith's 1st school trip to
the National Science Center...
(mama yer pun tak pernah go there)

Next was during danish harith's 1st sport day...
well, suited more if it's call
danish's sulkying tak nak play sport day...

can you guys see us...look closely at the tent...hihihi...

EVA..

2009-03-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

*chuckle* now i know, or at least got a hint of what my boys were dreaming about when they went to sleep, well from haqim at least- just now,he woke up, in the middle of the nite, while still "menonggeng"-one of his tido style- smilling and tetiba says EVA (maybe from the boys' fav criter Wall-e)...his mama who is so kusyuk surfing-punyerlah tertejut-apahal lah pulak budak nie, and thinking 'janganlah budak ni taknak tido balik'...lol... nasib baiklah budak ngigau ni went straight tido balik...hihihi..hai lah anak...

it's cuti time...

2009-03-15T01:12:00.004+08:00

three months past by and now the time is FINALLy here...CUTI!!!! yippee...time2 mcm nielah, rase best sgt jadik cekgu...yuhhhuuu...
really need this break from the opis politics and headache...my 'ass'-pardon the lingo-dah tak tahan lama2 kat situ, really2 need 'fresh' air...i do realize that starting at a new place, can be a hassle-need to readjust, need to built new friendship, need to be learning thing from scratch, but Insyallah it is all worthwhile...lagipun the new school yg dah ada depan mata, takkan still nak commute 70++km daily to work,plus, with hubby's new job rutine yg poningkan kepala den nie, better pindahkan...

the cuti start by moi darling surprised me by bringing to watch movie- of HIS choice...DragonBall...OMG-patutlah nak surprise coz if he asked me first, there's no way i will agree to watch this movie- but as long as we could spend time together- i just go along with it..and the movie turned up to be a major disappointment (just as i expected...)kalu komik jepun tapi Goku and Bulma played by org puteh-what do u expect, mestiler tak best, memanglah Yamca played by org cina-tapi still tak best...the only ok thing about the movie is Chow Yuen fatt- but his Muten Roshi is still tak brape best...the plot is too fast...and many morelah yg tak braper worth watching...pity my hubby, who has been a long hardcore fan was really keciwa...

ok, what to do during this 1 week-well what dont i want to do...for starter, we plan to go to Ikea, they are having sale!!! lagi, want to watch more movie together with hubby, Race to witch Mountain macam best jer.Tengok abg Dwayne "Rock" Johnson jadik cabbie and kawan ngn alien...
Fast and Furious is coming too, tapi lambat lagi April 3rd to be exact...
Tranformer-revenge of the Fallen lagilah long way to wait-June 24th, 2009 baru kluar.
Harry Potter-the half blood prince yang sepatutnye kluar last winter dah postponed till the summer-July 17th, 2009 - boring lamer lagi...

well, since he has surprised me with his movie of choice, i think it would only be fair if i would do the same...maybe i can do it with Confessions of a Shopaholic or Marley & Me pulak...a nice easy going chick flick...lets see if he can stay awake thruout the movie hihihi..

2009-03-09T00:38:00.002+08:00

i dont really know when i will adjust to it, but i do know that i will, because i love you.
i dont really know how i will come to term with it, it will me take sometime, but i do know that day will come, because i love you.
i do know that i pick up fight lately with you, unintentionally, because i miss you, how ironic is that...the kids miss you too. And i know you miss us too.
i hate this new job routine of yours, really hope it will not take the best of us.
i do know that i have to be by your side, be your anchor during this time, and i will support you in any way that i can. Because i am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with you...

Ya Allah, give me strength,give me the wisdom...amin

tag #6

2009-02-16T15:03:00.005+08:00

it's that time again..tagging time. This time round, it was from my friend the writer Iris Ixora

luckily it is not so long or mind boggling..so here goes...

1. Do you think you are hot?

question ni ade 2 meaning...if 1st hot means beautiful, chantek giler ...errk kat sgt kot...biase2 jer.

2nd meaning of hot that refers to panas...well of course i feel panas after drinking hot tea/coffee, under the sun, or when near boiling temperature especially in 'kambing2 or mangkuk2 classess"

2. Upload your favourite picture of you.

3. Why do you like that picture?

this pic is special because danish harith took it candidly when he was just 2 years old, he just love taking pictures, pantang my hp lepa sket, abish penuh memory card full the pictures he took... and i use this one as my profile pic online.

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?

err..at pizza hut, 3/4 weks ago kot..

5. The last song you listened to?

the radio is on-so music is non stop-but the song that i really like that i just listened to is lovebug by the jonas brothers

6. What are you doing right now besides this?

Printing the monthly test questions

7. What name would you prefer besides this?

i am grateful of my name-it have beautiful meaning that suits me well,

Unique, matchless, precious gem.

8. Kena tag tiga orang?

1. ervina

2. saniah

3. awie

Who is no. 1?

my old uni friend yg jauh dimata dekat di hati..chehwah...

9. No. 3 is having relationship with?

hmm...with her hubby-name unkownlah... en.isa kot

10. Who is no. 2?

also my old uni friend-a newly blogger...

so, evin, niah and awie...happy tagging!!!

colicky me..

2009-02-12T13:48:00.003+08:00

i am on MC today and hubby is WFH to teman his very colicky wife...

yup, that's right. A 30+ mom get get colic...my tummy was full with angin since last nite and i couldn't get the beauty sleep that i really need...plus this morning the 'windy' tummy really 'kicking in' and i was just tergolek2 on the bed...now i know how danish must have felt mase dia kene colic dulu2...pedih sampai ke hulu hati skitnyer...

the meds are kicking in, getting sleepy here..beter doze off now..

lose weight (part 4)

2009-02-03T17:01:00.005+08:00

“When I feel like exercising I just lie down until the feeling goes away.”- robert hutchins

ohh mr hutchins, i know what you mean..

all worthwhile??

2009-01-26T11:10:00.005+08:00

a long holiday is very much needed by me, 7 days is quite enoughlah kot...
after a long exhausting, hectic and tiring 3 weeks of the school, this CNY rest is a bliss...eventhough i did bring some school work home, ( i will start that on wednesday) but the 1st 4 days, i just want to lepak with my heroes..no matter how and what they do to make me terjerit2, but it's all WORTHWHILE when i see you smile at me, hug me and kiss me..

talking about school...

...and this is not even a month after the school reopens, and oh me oh mine, the school admin is crazzzyyyyyy...i mean they really are ..so many new rules, so many things that just make me NOT to stay there much longer...you cant do this, cant do that, must do this and must do that, and i kindna feel that i am working at a military school or something like that...and on top of that, i have to act like a hypocrite in front of 'YOU' ma'am, and i dont like that, i dont to be all smiling and laughing at your jokes and story, but inside feels like i want to just scream on top of my lung at you and say"STOP TREATING US AS IF WE ARE BLOODY STUPID PPL!!!"...'stoping threating to send us memos, if we dont want to obey all your silly new can&cant do's nad don'ts- as if we have done things that is so bloody serious-like burn the school down or something like that"...'stop treating us as if we have been in the edu system YESTERDAY!!!"....you only see and you want to see,only want to hear what u want to hear, you dont really listen what you should have been listening...never really appreciate what we have done, you put all your energy to find mistakes in people...and according to you, just in the name of perfection, and in the motto of "saya yang menurut perintah"... wtf!!
HELLO!!!as if you are soo bloody perfect...you make mistakes tooo ok...
And all this time, you never 'SMILE' 'HUG' or "KISS" me... and that make everything that i have one for YOU... NOT WORTHWHILE, nothing that can justify the time spending or the effort i have put on.Not Yet though..but will it be..ever...???

lose weight (part3)

2009-01-23T18:17:00.004+08:00

OMG...i am in pain...my right knee is nearly 'killing'
well, since becoming a PE teacher, my enthusiasm to lose a lottt of weight is memuncak2, so yesterday, i joined the kids to play badminton...BIG mistake i did was i did perform any scracthing exercise first, darn...eventhough i really stress on scracthing time to the kids, but the teacher sendri pun tak buat..so masa tgh syok memukul shuttle cock tu, and sometimes, melompat2 konon nak buat smashlah...adeih, tetiba kerkehelah pulak ....so, i am in pain...lutut kanan aku terseliuh nie.......sakitnyer wei, i cant even bent my knee during solat, end up i perform my solat on the kerusi...adaoiii....

lose weight (part 2)

2009-01-12T17:20:00.003+08:00

it's 5. 21pm and i am nengatuk like sh***...
Have been try soo bl****y hard not to take eve nap ..konon nak kurangkan sembab kat muka lah tu...
it has been a long day at school, plus 3 hours of English panel meeting...penat giler nie, nasib baik hubby terchinta dah bagi green light tak payah masak..yuhhhuuu....
i am definitely not looking forward to start this week, besok balik lambat lagi...adush...

should be going jogging right now...tapi panggilan katil amat kuat ni...

someone or something out there is trying to tell me something...a calling i might say, to make me take my slimming resolution more seriously...for 1st time ever, i am teaching more PE class than my English class (10 PE classes and 3 English classes to be exact)...kalu tak kurus jugak by the end of the year, tak tau lah den...

haqim turned 2!!!

2009-01-07T17:06:00.003+08:00

Happy 2nd Birthday dude!!!

mama bzsketlah sayang this week...

kite celebrate ngn kek Ben10 this saturday ok...

moga anak mama ni, menjadi anak yg soleh, beriman and sihat2 selalu..

LOVE YOU!!!

lose weight (part 1)

2009-01-02T13:38:00.005+08:00

to pursue one of my new year resolution (to lose a lot of weight part) i have done some research on how to do it most effectively. And this is the result.

Resting Energy Expenditure: 1383
x Daily Activity Level: Light
Calories you burn a day: 2213

so, to maintain my current weight, my daily calorie intake should not exceed 2213 calories, and these is what i found out too ...in order to increase our metabolism we must Eat. It may sound crazy to those trying to lose weight by severely restricting their daily caloric intake, but the problem with this old school of thought, explains Michigan dietician Julie Beyer, is that it actually slows metabolism. “Every cell of the body is like a flashlight bulb,” she explains. “When our bodies don’t get enough food, or fuel, every cell burns less brightly.” Recent studies show that eating smaller meals every three to four hours aids metabolism and weight loss.

so now, Insyallah, i will only eat no more than 2213 calories a day, hmm am I going to be culcalating all my food after this...ohhohh...

do nothing day...

2009-01-02T00:02:00.005+08:00

yesterday, went by and the 2nd day of 2009 just started.

yesterday papa 'invented' a new family routine- DO NOTHING DAY.
it is a day (according to him) whereby we spend the day by just doing nothing...hahaha darling, really funny, in your sweetest-never gonna happen dreams...as if the day can actually go by with you wacthing TV all day- sorrry yer, kalau masa bujang dulu boley lah yer...

well right now, i am multi-tasking, i am scrapbooking, Literati-ing, surfing the net, and updating this blog...hahaa, after this maybe a minute or two FBing...

1st day of 2009

2009-01-01T23:59:00.004+08:00

the 1st day of 2009 nearly comes to the end(it's 23:59) and the day went uneventfully...

new year resolution

2008-12-29T18:43:00.003+08:00

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1430.
apa azam baru aku, for the 1st time ever, i really need to have a resolution and really do and achieve it, Insyallah.

1st i want to be more patient mother...really, i hope to stop or at least lessen the 'yelling and screaming' at the the heroes of the house and be more 'cold' like their papa, who can 'pretend' that he didnt hear or see the noise and the mess the 2 munchkins have done or sneakingly going to do...

2nd, i hope to lose a lot of weight, or at least i hope to be able to wear my pre-marital kebaya..hahaha, so in order to achieve this, i hope to start jogging in the eves, rather than having my beauty eve nap, i will jog around the block..hmmm..really tough this one...

3rd, i want to cook for the family as often as i can, more than i used to do nowadays, well, nowadays i frequently cook for them as i am at home holidaying, but once the school reopens i really hope to eat out less and less. not just it can save cost, but i want my boys to rasa ayer tangan mama and isteri mereka...

well, enough with these dulu, ada banyak2 pun mcmlah boley buat semua...well, Insayallah, i will try my very best to achieve these very 1st resolution of mine...

on the other note, i have learnt some new vocab too. They are khoja (from the movie Accidental Husband) and hiatus (from papa's fav website Naruta Manga).

crappy gift vs. thoughtful gift

2008-12-26T16:08:00.005+08:00

i strongly believe that in giving gift,it's the thought that matter.

thus, to me, the gift that I receive is exactly show how the giver feel about me,

and for me to do the same too,

there's a saying "if you have nothing good to say,

better not say anything at all"

same goes to giving gift...

it does not mean that(to me that is), it's good enough that

people give me gift,

so,

if you have nothing good to give,

better not give anything at all...

i dont mind not receiving any gift,

rather than receiving

a crappy gift...

which means

a gift that clearly stated (underneath of off the wrapping and smile) that

"this gift, i dont want it, so i am giving it to you"

dont get me wrong,

i dont expect big, heavy, expansive gift,

because sometimes, good thing comes in small packages too,

it's not that i am ungrateful,

but what to be grateful for???

i'm pissed and a bit disappointed

it just that, come on, dont give me 'Rejected" stuff...

better not give me anything at all..

"orang memberi, kite merasa"

"Receiving a gift is one of the most gratifying feelings in the world; the delight felt is not directly from receiving an object, or thing of value. A gift is far more important than that, as you are in fact receiving something else, something far more precious than any material possession. Love - it cannot be bought, stolen or demanded but is something that is given freely from the heart to those we adore most…"

-gift come from the heart, not from the hip pocket-

dec update..

2008-12-22T21:16:00.011+08:00

it has been a while since my my last update, nothing much happen, just that we had just spent out last 2008 jalan-jalan trip, we ended it by spending 4days and 3 nites at Melaka (Everly Resort Hotel)...a few days before that we spent 5 days at kampung papa-Kluang, as mak udo had kenduri korban there...

our melaka trip went smoothly, went makan2 , jalan2 at Jonker's street and mandi2 kat the pool...

and our Danish Harith will start his play school next year, and after considering a few schools, he will be at Little Caliphs play school

danish trying out his new school uniform...

a lot of changes will happen and a few adjustment will have to be made, insyalllah, we can get through it...

suatu masa

2008-12-10T17:52:00.003+08:00

4min12 seconds...
that's all it takes...
to remind me back...
to take me back to those moment...
the moment where this song,
seems to be my only best friend,
the only best friend that truly understand...
understand and kind enough to cry with me,
kind enough to listen to me,
kind enough to be there for me...

Suatu Masa

Bagaimanakan ku mula

Dan apakah kata-kata

Yang indah untuk diabadikan

Tiap wajah berkisah

Tiap madah bererti

Manakah ilhamku

Cahaya di matamu

Senyum di bibirmu

mengukir seribu tanda pertanyaan

Mungkinkah kau jua dalam kerinduan

Di saat begini aku merindukah

Berhelai-helai surat

Terbiar di depanku

Tak dapat aku utuskan

Ku ramas semua

Dan ku buangkan

Jauh dari pandangan

Lalu aku kesal

Ku kumpul semula

Tak dapat ku nyatakan apa yang ku rasa

Jika engkau tahu di dalam hatiku

Mungkinkah kau sahut jeritan batinku

Dengarkanlah panggilanku

Dengarkanlah lagu untukmu

Angin lalu kau sampaikan

Rasa rindu yang membara

Kepadanya

Warna-warna cintaku

Kian pudar bersama

Malam yang gelap gelita

Entahkan kau rasakan

Apa yang aku rasa

Atau kau tak endah

Tapi ku percaya

Semua telah tertulis

Dan niat suciku takkan disiakan

Dan di suatu masa

Di hari yang indah

Ku hulur tanganku

Lalu kau terima

3series club

2008-11-24T16:27:00.004+08:00

"Happy Birthday sayang..welcome to the 3series club"...that was my birthday wish from moi hubby this morning...oh, sayang, dont remind me please that i am now turning 30...

actually, being 30 (for the past 16 hours), feel the same when i was 28,27 or 29...the same responsiblities (as a mom, a wife, a daughter, a teacher..and a member of the society-chet..mcmlah active sgt bersosial...)..maybe look olderlah kot, few 'uban' here and there, notice a winkle line under the eyes ...and that's that..i think...

cant seem to remember, about 10 years ago, when i celebrated turning 20, what did i do on that day...????

and to commenmorate me turning 30...

well, today nothing special, no big extravaganza parti ,

no exclusive dinner date with hubby (as he is going to be on-call for the next 2 weeks)...

me already bought myself a birthday gift (hihi..a Toomy10 perfume), and is waiting

what moi hubby wil buy for me...maybe as mcm biasa he will ask me, what i want..

and i want....

alhamdulilah, aku dipanjangkan usia untuk dapat terus menunaikan tanggungjawab

sebagai seorang Islam..

terima kasih mak,

terima kasih kerana bersusah payah lahirkan anum

30 tahun lalu...

shopping spree

2008-11-20T16:31:00.002+08:00

i was shopping like nobody's business today...that's why papa will be berkerut-kerut muka when i go shopping alone, coz he said that takde org yg akan tolong 'sedar'kan diri ku dari this 'sickness'..hihihi, sori papa, dah lame tak amalkan hobby nie..

well, at least this time, the money can be deducted from the income tax next year, as i was shopping for books at MPH, and FYI they are having terrific bargain for children's books now, (maybe bcoz of the school holiday)...

and what did i buy:

1) 2 novels (Ayat-ayat Cinta-bought this coz moi friends said the movie was good and Love, Rosie by Cecelia Ahern-became her fan after reading her book-P.S I love you, but hated the film..)

2) 2 puzzle books

3) 6 sticker books (danish and haqim are going to have a blast after this)

4) a few bookmarks (i am such a bookmarks person..sgt suka collect them)

after the MPH, went to Parkson, and sambung lagi shopping...bought a set of clinique eyeshadows, lipstick, eye-makeup remover and

a set of his and her Tommy Hilfiger's Tommy 10 perfume...

and after paid for those, trus balik..kalu teruskan lagi round, abish ape lagilah aku beli kang..

scanning fever...

2008-11-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

i should be marking my form 4 final paper yang adelah tak abish2 tu,
tapi tgh demam mang'scan' old pictures ni sbb also tgh demam with my ...ahem-ahem,
my brand new scanner+photo printer+copying machine nie,
cian my danial haqim yg tertidur without me besides him coz the mama ter'fever'
uploading old pictures in her FB...

looking back at those photos, really bring back memories,
some were good and some were not...
well, that's life right...
life is not just like a bed of roses..

SPM fever

2008-11-11T23:00:00.004+08:00

1 down, 8 more to go...
SPM start today so officially-lah aku kene invigilate...

i am wishing my all 5 Bestarians a very good luck
may all your hard work be fruitful...

2moro is English paper...
aku plak yg suspend...

macam bagus jer die nie..

2008-11-10T16:25:00.005+08:00

i am 90% calmed down now...the rest of 10%,make me thinking , what I should have done to prevent the STUPID quarelling with org yang tak paham bahasa, tapi berlagak MACAM BAGUS...she came with such hostile attitude, shouting at everyone, MACAM BAGUS...kalu ko cakap baik2 tadi, as takdelah besar sgt problemnyer, mesti boley settle...
bak kata afdlin shauki dalam SUMOLah...
"pokemon punyer doraemon"

sejak aku pegang post nie, tak pernah miss
every year, mesti either kene marah, hamun(baru tadi), herdek,
even dipersoalkan by people...
to all GURU SPBT every where..
i salute you..
aku dah hold this post for three years..
feels like 30 years..

aku yang amat 'rajin'

2008-11-08T23:45:00.004+08:00

procrastination is my 'middle name'...dah tau nak kene submit marks by the end of the week, tapi aku yang amat 'rajin' nie, tak buat pun macam masa dah suntuk...

school session is just a week left, but no celebration in my heart, coz i wont be able to enjoy it, all because i have to invigilate SPM for 4 WEEKS!!! memanglah tak kene attend everyday, but still, i couldn't enjoy moi holiday, dahler kojer cekgu nie susah dpt cuti PLUS last yar pun kene "korban" coti hujung tahun coz kene process buku SPBT untuk satu sekolah...this year kenelah pulak jaga SPM nie...

yes, i am whining...

and you might say...

and i will reply...

so don't you judge+frown with my musing UNLESS you like
to spend your holiday by working UNLIKE me...

disco fever

2008-10-29T16:05:00.007+08:00

i wasn't really a musical lover, except for Grease- that was in deed ages ago, and they tried to repeat the history with the modern replacement for that movie which is the latest frenzy among budak-budak mude remaja High School Music movies (don't know why but i loath this movie)...
this remain my belief-that nothing can replace betapa bestnyer cerita Grease (only the 1st-the 2nd dah boring sket) until i watched Mamma Mia the movie...and now, i am infected with disco fever...
watching a DVD movie, biasalahkan, mesti ade subtittle, so mase time they were singing, apelah, kitepung nyanyi samelah...hihihi...
papa, malas nak layan mama yg tengah syiok nyanyi, boley dengkur kat sebelah, danish pun malas nak layan mamanyer, buzy with his PSP, the only loyal companion was surprisingly, Danial Haqim, who was the loyal one and clapped along with his mama 'singing'...
and i really recommend people to watch this movie...mengimbau zaman kanak2 dolu2, time 70an, the disco era...w/pun the songs are before my time, tapi dsbbkan oleh my late dad's influence, tersukalah pulak...not just with ABBA, but also with Boney M (baru tau lagu Rasputin by them tu cerita betul), BeeGees, The beatles(who doesnt like them kan?) etc..

Mamma Mia the movie...
the storyline, biasajer (pasal sophie who is longing to discover the identity of her true father before she exchanges her wedding vows, the daughter of a once-rebellious single mother secretly invites a trio of paternal candidates to her upcoming wedding in this feature adaptation of the beloved stage musical. Independent-minded single mother Donna (Meryl Streep) has always done her best to raise her spirited daughter, Sophie (Amanda Seyfried), while simultaneously running a successful hotel on a small Greek island, but now the time has come for this hardworking mom to finally let go. In just a few days, Sophie will be married, and Donna will stand by bittersweetly as her little girl takes flight. Of course, Donna's lifelong friends Rosie (Julie Walters) and Tanya (Christine Baranski) will both be present at the wedding, but unbeknownst to the mother, Sophie has furtively invited three very special guests of her own. When Sophie walks down the aisle on that fateful day, she wants her father to hand her off. The only problem is that Donna has never revealed the true identity of Sophie's father, leaving the resourceful future bride to narrow the list down to three potential candidates. Now, as three key figures from Donna's past return to the picturesque Mediterranean shores they all walked 20 years prior, one beautiful bride will discover the secret of her past while one lonely mother finds out that it's never too late for a little romance.)

...but the casts are fabulous, imagine seeing the macho man, james bond a.k.a pierce brosnan singing his heart out...
and meryl streep, yang slalu nyer belakon cerita serious, jadik
mummy yang funny...
just that Sophie (Amanda Seyfried), tak kenal sgt spe org nyer...tak cukup famous lagi kot...
collin firth(the one in briget jones with renee zellweger)...yg end up being...
adush-potong betul...

so, here goes some thing to put you too in the disco mood..
enjoy!

my poor baby

2008-10-19T19:17:00.004+08:00

my poor -poor baby got his 1st stitches from an unfortunate event yesterday...
when our raya guests wanted to go home yesterday, as usual,all of us will send them off until the front gate, and my baby danish, as usual, will run his heart out... as it is a really a rare occasion i let my boys out (due to the heat nowadays and occasional haze lately)...and unfortunately, nasib tak baaik, danish fell down and tore his knee...adushh...HE CRIED HIS HEART OUT while mama check (who almost burst out her tears too) check the wound...adushh...dalamnyer luka-i could see the white under layer of the skin...and we dashed out to the clinic...

papa expressed his concern that maybe danish maybe need stitches...aduh..gamatlah clinic nie ngan raungan dia...nasib baik we are the last patients as it is nearly maghrib time...and to my worst fear, Dr Nazri said that danish really need stitches...and at the same time danial haqim pooped!!! so mama had to attented the boy who pooped and papa had to endure the stitching time...and i could hear danish wailing from the toilet and i just couldn't bare to go inside....nanti aku yg berjujuran ayermata...

after danial haqim is poop free, we went inside, and papa said danish was asking for me...seeing Dr. Nazri pulled in the needle, aku yg tak sedap badan rasenyer...danish started his wailing again and i had to distract him about his fav PSP game...so teresak-esak lah dia ngangis...aku pung terlenanglah ayer mata...

now, danish is recuperating and dah tak mandi since yesterday eve...tapi tgk macam dah macam biasa sket ngn stitches tu..kalu tidak, nak bengkok kaki pung tak ley...so jalan terhengkut-hengkut jer..now, berlari pung dah boley..alhamdulilah...

no pics will be upload of the stitches as aku pung tak nak tgk...gerunlah pulak..tapi kalu tgk CSI ok jer...maybe becoz this is real life and it's my baby we are talking about here..

tag #6

2008-10-19T12:57:00.003+08:00

Starting time: 12.58
Name : daze faculty
Sisters : 1
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 7/8
Height : 151cm
Where do you live : Bdr Seri Putra, Bangi

Have you ever been on a plane : Yes
Swam in the ocean : Yes, tapi kat tepi2 jer...paling dalam pun paras dada jer...
Fallen asleep at school : pernah sgt2....esp Reading class during matric years...
Broken someone’s heart : adelah skali tu..aduhh sedih nii..
Fell off your chair : as far as i remember..mcm tak penah jer..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : tak duduk by the phone tapi bawak handphone ke hulu ke hilir adelah tunggu si dia call...
Saved e-mails : mula2 dulu saved love letter/email from boyfriend but now cek abe tu takat forward email jer...:0
What is your room like : purple wall..i like...
What’s right beside you: my danial haqim...minum susu...
What is the last thing you ate : nasik campur kat kedai mamak

Ever had...
Chicken pox : dapat mase tgh tunggu SPM result..parut kat pipi ngn kat tangan
Sore throat : baru lepas
Stitches : sgt ade, masa standard 3 kene operate appendix...sampai now kat purut tu...
Broken nose : alhamdulilah takde..
Do you believe in love at first sight : tgk org yg di'sighted
Like picnics : depend on the place...kalu in jungle..sgt taksuke..tapi tepi pantai best...

Who was/were...
The last person you danced with : my ucyuk..
Last made you smile : my kids...meng'repeat the aksi BEN 10
You last yelled at : my 4H students...they are really 'killing' me...the brought the worse out of me :{

Today did you...
Talk to someone you like : my darlingz
Kissed anyone : me darlingz jugak...
Get sick : tgh ade headache nie..tapi tgj lengah2kan nak ambik Panadol..konon nak self hypnotized dulu nie..
Talk to an ex : hmmm...takdelah talk, but YM with ex-student
Miss someone : miss my late dad..and wondering what would my life be if he is still around...

Who do you really hate: samseng..esp, road bullies...
Do you like your hand-writing : Yup, for sometimes, a few colleagues said i have neat handwriting...hihihi :]
Are your toe nails painted : yup, baru buat 2 days ago..with henna
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : hotel's beds...
What color shirt are you wearing now : Red with floral embroidery
Are you a friendly person : i am not kalu baru jumper..bat kalu dah kenal lame..sgt-sgtlah..kan kak jah...
Do you have any pets : nope..and not planning to have one..
Do you sleep with the TV on : dolu2..mase belum kawin, tgh duduk sorang2 kat umah and nowadays klau tido siang...also with the radio on...
What are you doing right now : ngadap lappy nie lah...ape lagi
Can you handle the truth : sometimes..bile mood tgh ok...
Are you closer to your mother or father : neither...
Do you eat healthy : i hope so, pretend to...
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : same like kak jah..only with my ex-students, ex-course mate...ex-best friends
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : my hubby and begs for a full body massages...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : loud among friends but the quiet one among family members..esp with my relatives..don't know why..
Are you confident : sometimes...if i have the upper hands on the matter..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1) breathing
2) loving
3) learning
4) studying
5) ..countless more...

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: INSYA ALLAH...
1) build masjid (same-same kita kak jah)-
2) bring my relative to perform the umrah and hajii...nak 'haji' my late dad and my grandparents too
3) bina rumah anak-anak yatim ( same ngn kak jah jgk)
4) build my houses around the world
5) traveling & shopping around the world

5 of my bad habits:
1) procrastination...
2) takley gi shopping complex on my own..abish semua nak beli..
3) moody..esp bile BFF dtg tiap bu
4) suka makan ice cream...fattening..tapi sgt shedappp...
5) ber-jam2 ngadap internet..tak ingat ape yg patutnyer di buat ...

5 places I've lived/living:
1) AU3 Keramat
2) Shah Alam
3) Bangi
4) Bandar Tun Hussien Onn
5) Bandar Seri Putra, Bangi

thus, marilah kite teruskan taggin ine..
next customers are:
1) evin
2) awie
3) kak linda
4) amie suhana
5) nurleena hassan

happy tangging...

6th raya

2008-10-14T22:47:00.004+08:00

Selamat Aidilfitri everyone...
this year is me and hubby's 6th raya together...
hopefully there will be many more wonderful raya celebration together...insyallah..

this year is really different from my previous,
as it was the 1st time ever, hubby and me celebrate raya
in KL...and we only balik Kluang on the 2nd raya's eve...
i think, if i was any later than that, ade 'banjir' KL,
org tu 'ngangis' tak balik kg dia... :)

so we spent 3 nights at akak's house and
what a chaos...imagine 6 budaks
(approx 5yrs to 21 months)
in a house...
shouting, screaming,
crying,
playing,
laughing...
[ dah macam mini nursery rasanye]

kat kluang pun tak dapat lama
coz raya was on Wednesday and
we cud only spend our raya there until late saturday..
kalu balik KL on Sunday, ade yg 'bersawang' kat highway..JEM GILER..

a few pics at kluang...

penat beraya..titun dulu..

seorang budak yg tak reti penat..
siap ngemas umah buyut dia lagi..

Selamat Aidil Fitri

2008-10-06T22:14:00.004+08:00

it's the 6th Syawal
and hopefully, it is still not too late
to wish everybody

ampun dan maaf
diminta
keatas segala kesalahan

this year's celebration is really lain from my previous, 1st because it was my hubby's 1st beraya kat Kuala Lumpur...and 2nd because after few years, me and sis were able to celebrate this raya with our mom...

emo

2008-09-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm...aduh, sungguh emo lah all of the sudden
listening to my Hitz.fm...
they are airing M.Nasir's ever lasting- eye tearing song= Satu hari di Hari Raya...
macam nak ngangis jer dengar lagu nie...
dah 23 hari kite berpuasa...OMG, just realize, tinggal 7 HARI lagi jer dah nak Syawal...how fast time flies...

happy fasting..

2008-09-15T14:43:00.002+08:00

alhamdullilah, dah 14 hari (insyallah 15 hari today) kiter berpuasa, hope still not too late to wish all muslim Happy Fasting, and may all of us have a blessed Ramadhan..amin..

thus, it also means that i have been cooking for 12 days straight (perh..what a record FOR ME)..yg sungguh malas masak ini...and today insyallah nak buat nasi ayam berempah pulak...and papa, enjoy while it lasts lah yer..mama dont think i can keep this up after Syawal...hihihi..

pictures update

2008-09-08T13:48:00.004+08:00

alhamdulilah dah 8 Ramadhan today, so dah 7 hari aku masak for buka puasa, a new record for me this year, masak nearly everyday non-stop...all because dah promise moi hubby that i will try cook for him for buka puasa, because kalu bulan lain aku cukup ngelat nak masak..huhuhu.. alhamdulilah, laksa johor telah berjaya dibuat semalam, (1st time ever aku masak laksa), after this nak try buat laksan penang pulak...insyallah...

dah lame rasenyer tak update pictures, so here goes SUMTHING-SUMTHING IN AUGUST...

celebrate aleeysa and harith's birthday

dua bradek nie...

amazed tgk plane tu..

IKEA's trip...

tagging time..

2008-09-02T15:56:00.001+08:00

i have been tagged again by none other(my tagger...awie) so, here goes:-

5 TABIAT BURUK TIME SEKOLAH
1. suka ponteng kelas tuition- huhuhu-so naughty me- abah bagi duit yuran-aku tak pegi tuition-and ended up lepak kat McD and Hankyu Jaya...
2. suka balik lewat-huhuhu-so naughty me- cakap kat mak ade study group-padahal lepak ramei2 kat kantin sekolah/McD...

-aku budak baik kut..nie ajer that i cud remember of...hihi

3 FAVOURITE SUBJEK ANDA... KENAPA??
1. English- coz the teachers sume sporting..
2. Sejarah- esp sejarah form 4-pasal world history
3. Geografi- coz my previous cekgu was adek Norlia Ghani-and she was sooo funny and sunny=ceria sokmo

3 SUBJEK ANDA TAK SUKA... KENAPA??
1. Math-coz tak paham
2. math - coz tak paham-paham
3. Account- coz ...i hate numbersss...except $$$$...hihih

MENARIK PADA KAMU...?
alamak..macam mane nak jawab ni-kang terlebihlah pulak, nanti dikatakan over acting...
get to know me better, then u will know...

KAMU PALING SUKA...?
shopping-shopping and shopping and read novels-hmm..rasenyer activity dah lame ter'idle'

ANDA TIDAK BOLEH HIDUP TANPA...
my sweet hearts and darlingz..

SETIAP MALAM SEBELUM TIDUR SIAPA YANG ANDA HUBUNGI...
hubungi..atau menghubungkan hmm...

so the next victims are:
- nurleena hassan ( hopefully, this will un-'idle' ur 'idle' blog)
- evin( even awie dah tagged ko, aku dah tag ko lagi...)
- aime suhana (hopefully this will give u reason to re start blogging)
- kak iris ixora (very excited to know ur responses)
- zalina kamaruzzaman( yg dengarnyer baru nak start blogging)

kawan abam..

2008-08-26T17:32:00.003+08:00

last nite, while i was changing his pajamas...

danish: ni baju ape mama?
me : baju power rangers..
danish: wah..(pointing at the pic on the baju)..ni haqim, ni danish, ni akemal..
me: akmal tu sape? kawan abang kat nursery yer?
danish: aha..kawan abam...
me: [sengih sorang-sorang- hmm..my boy dah ade best friend]

aduh..anakku...

2008-08-12T16:38:00.002+08:00

mcm mane nak cakap nanti yer,
takut lah pulak depa kecik hati, tapi kalu tak cakap
nanti aku yang bengkak hati...

punyerlah terperanjat papa and mama
danish and haqim
when all of the sudden,
while playing with his lil bro'
he said (to his toys-luckily not to haqim)
"kepala hotak"!
alamak!!!

ini mesti belajar kat nurserylah ni..
aisyemen
ini tak boley jadik men,
ini kene kasi sound...

dah beberape hari aku nak ckp kat si nini tu..
tapi lidah nie mesti terkelu...
aku taknak ler complaint sangat2...
nanti org pun menyampah nak jage anak kiter
coz the parents banyak songel..
aku cekgu, aku taulah sgt2 kalu
parents yg banyk songel sgt tu-
some nak complaint-
some nyer salah...

i tried to tell-(i.e warned)
danish harith
not to repeat saying that word the 1st time he said it...
tapi, last nite he said it again lah...
aduh...
so, i am braving myself..
and will express my concern their pengasuh...

finally..

2008-08-12T15:36:00.002+08:00

wah. finally can do some updating bile ni blog buley upload moi pictures..
so, here goes...
the above are my hunny buns the happy riders in town,
they got new 'motorbike' and a new bike..but
sadly, the motor was conquered only by the abang and
haqim is too small to ride the new bike
so, terpaksalah dia kayuh abang's old rabbit bike...

2008-08-06T16:46:00.000+08:00

barulah mood nak update dah seru...
ini blog pulak buat hal...
tak boleh lah pulak upload gambar baru...
ape nak buat? dia jual 'mahal'...

2008-07-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

tengah geram, tengah merajuk...tengah puasa, so takley geram and merajuk lebey-lebey...
lucky you...

mase org mintak,mase org ajak, mase org plan...
tak boley, cannot, tak sempat, mane boley...
TAPI tadi tu ape????

2008-07-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

love knows no limit
true friendships last a lifetime...

not so recent pics..

2008-07-23T17:26:00.002+08:00

danish's 3rd birthday candle blowing 'session'...
(celebrated just the 3 of us since papa was away ke cherathing)

danish and haqim bicycle ride..

mama's lebai...

haqim and a bicycle "mayhem"

my heroes...

in the month of July..

2008-07-23T15:23:00.011+08:00

dah dekat sebulan since my last post...malas tahap gabannyer nak update ini blog, even though a lot had happened...beratnyer rase jari-jemari ini nak ber'typing'...lazy-lazy me...so, before spidey web berkubang around..so here goes my musing.. the month of july started of with the end of an era of my ucyuk with Shell IT International (SITI) as part of SITI has been 'sold' of EDS (Electronic Data System)...so to mark the transition, they had a 'goodbye' dinner kat KLCC(convention center)-so adelah rase sket aura2 tempat cek siti nurhaliza kawin dolu...the door gift..was not so bad..crystal vasefor me and crystal glass for hubby-boley ler bergaye mase Hari Rayer nanti..hihi...but the makan was just ok...but the desert-Crème brûlée was superb!!!...and as usual...not luck on our side..no lucky draw present...buring...also, in order to commemorate the transition, SITI gave ipod Shuffle to all the staff... also in the month of july, was danish & haqim's 1st sports day! it was done kat padang KUIS, and mcm tak percaya jer, my sons nie dah besar rupenyer...dah siap ade hari sukan...so bangunlah anak-anakku ini pada pagi hening hari sabtu itu, dan semangatlah papa and mama nyer nak tgk their sons masuk any acara...

the day started with older kids' acara... haqim (seorang budak1 tahun 6 bulan- yg tak takut orang-berani wonder off sorang2- even was kissed by another little gurl-) masuk acara tukar lampin jer...imagine, dah slalu pakai diapers, kene pakai lampin kain...manelah nak menang...chet... ..and sampailah masa utk acara danish pulak..bile his sitter was looking for him to susun dalam barisan, he was WAILING tak nak masuk..abis my pants,baju and nasib baik tak tercabut tudung aku kene tarik, protest tak nak masuk...end up, terus balik umah...apelah anak mama sorang nie...

macho lah tu, tengok org lain punyer event..

also in the month of july, was my ucyuk's 32th birthday....

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!
mama, danish and haqim wishing
moga dimurahkan rezeki,
dipanjangkan umur,
dipermudahkan permintaan,
diberkati hidup,
Insyallah...

in the month of july, is a busy month for mama at school, nearly every saturday kene datang sekolah,this week kene kejer untuk replacement for coti hari Raya...
well last week was Hari Ko-kurikulum at school, the teachers was kene 'willingly' buy a 20 bucks coupon, and this year papa was willing to come along and also brought along the kids...even though papa and haqim only stayed for a while, Danish spent the wonderful half day at school with his mama...

at the rabbit petting place..

enter colouring contest or conteng contest..

on a sadder note, in the month of july, benar-benar menguji ketabahan and kesabaran papa...but behind every cloud, there's always a silver lining kan papa..ada hikmahnyer setiap aper yg berlaku, just believe in Allah's plan for us...

well, so far this all in the month of july, it is nearly august and nearly Ramadhan...
insyallah, more blessing be upon me and the family..looking for to the next best thing soon...inysallah...

peace...

baby blues..

2008-06-30T15:52:00.005+08:00

i have been a fan for these cartoon strips for so long, but lately, i have very-very few pleasure to read the paper so dah banyak missed them...

yeah...terlampaulah setujunyer...

potty training...
that's is what we're trying to do with danish harith..but sometimes, adelah gak 'terjumper' bijih in his play tent...kuang-kuang...

hahhh..men...

hahaha...that's why I DON'T exercise ...taking care of TWO
well-fed+ well-sweet-fed=ACTIVE boys...
are burning my calories...hahaha....

soo true kan papa...
salute to all full-time moms!
i don't think i am cut for it..

from:
www.babyblues.com

2008-06-19T15:23:00.006+08:00

my maternal instinct was so touched when i read this e-mail.

it says,
"do you think you have been working hard enough, wait until you see this"...

and it just brake my heart to see this boy..whoever you are dear...

all of the sudden i am so overwhelmed with a rush of sorrow..
how ungrateful have i been....
keep complaining jer at school..tak cukup tu, takde air-condlah, dont have enough computerlah, kene 'panjat' stairs everyday, food at the canteen tak sedap, kene berpanas masa ko-kurikulum...and the list goes on and on...
masyaallah...

before i reach 30

2008-06-18T16:57:00.004+08:00

yesterday, i watched the rerun of Friends at Star World- and no matter how many timessss i watch the series, they are still very fuhhhnnie...

and yesterday's episode is the one where they all turn 30...it was when Rachel is reluctantly celebrating her 3oth birthday...
Rachel and especially Joey were soooo reluctant to be 30. And when Rachel said, that celebrating her being 30, it made her realized that even at 30, she is still not married, no kids, no amazing career, nothing extraordinary, - but she is beautiful as EVER!!! ...joey was being joey, don't want to be older at any way or another...
and phoebe said the she has a list of things that she wants to do before she reached 30, and among them are to meet a Portuguese, jump a Hip pity Hop ball and something about her twin ursula, when finally realized that she was actually 31, and got AMAZING kiss from Joey...

... and that made me realized that I AM going to be 30 this year!

and Phoebe's list made me ter fikir that maybe i should have a list of things that i must do before i reach 30 by this November...or should i??? hmmm...really something to ponder about...

what do i want to do, see, make, achieve, accomplish before 24 November 2008?

2008-06-15T09:34:00.003+08:00

darling papa,
happy father's day!!!

later, bila papa dah balik from cherating,
kita celebrate together ok...
love you always...

2008-06-15T08:49:00.002+08:00

my danish harith has turned 3!!!
happy birthday darling...
may you are blessed with good health, longevity and love...
mama, papa and danial haqim will always love you...

jalan-jalan '08

2008-06-11T16:57:00.005+08:00

4 days and 3 nites of makan-makan, shop-shopping,swim-swimming and lepak-lepakking...the family Cherating/Kuala Terangganu trip '08 went smoothly, Alhamdulilah, [though, the nite b4 went back, our dearest Pak Lah announced the ever famous hot cake topic-RM2.70 petrol]

well, masa kat sinilah dpt pegi kedai kopi Hai Peng kat Kemaman (a must-go kedai everytime pegi Cherating), savour original nasik kerabu and nasik dagang (even for breakfast), makan otak-otak T'ganu,pais,ketupat daun palas(it was my 1st time eat those ketupat..and it was yummmy) kat Pantai Mak Nek(Monica Bay) and dpt main at the beach and mandi pantai..wah weeee...
and another best part is we went to Pasar Payang, Kuala Terengganu , a treat for mama to buy baju sutera..yeahhh..(and i really borong-7 pieces of those)

view from the room, could see a yatch far away...

mama's great bodyguards...lepakking kat Kuala Terengganu, after escorting mama shopped at Pasar Payang...

splashing at the pool...

penat+ngantuk baby after swimming...

lepakking at the pool side...makan-makan too...

at the end of the trip, the kids, papa and me got sun burnt, diri ni memanglah tak cerah mane pun, dah kene burnt nie, bertambah lah 'cerah'...papa and the kids, muka so merah, like udang kene bakar...
but it was all worth it...kan sayang kan?muah-muah...

well, the school has reopen, back to old routine....alahai..buring...

dymo..

2008-06-09T17:40:00.003+08:00

since danishaqim have their own little new toys, mama also baru dapat her little new toy,

so, skrang nie, tenagh "demam" labelling things..i mean everything...
from the kids' toys, thier bottles, nasib baik tak beli lagi label yg boley lekat kat baju,
kalu tidak, ade some baju derang aku label kan skali...
happy labelling to me...

me..rajin...

2008-06-01T16:16:00.002+08:00

hmmm..baru mood rajin nak datang-marking exam papers nie...bukan senang nak seru mood ni datang especially during coti sekolah nie..tengah rajin marking..damn...my red ink FINISHED...malasnyer nak abik the 2nd pen kat bawah tu...so, what else to do now...ape lagi tidolah...zzzz...

it's here!

2008-05-30T16:53:00.007+08:00

after anxiously waiting from morning, as promised, after 2pm (by the opisgurl @ Sky Net) the package arrived, safe and sound...

THANKS a million Sasha...really appreciate it...

*really love that necklace*

2008-05-29T17:19:00.004+08:00

good thing comes to those who wait+patience is virtue...kot lah...itu ajelah aku dpt buat nak sedapkan hati...the story goes:
last monday, i went out dating wit hubby, and on the same day, the courier came to deliver Sasha Bashir's pics... a bit frustrated, tapi takpelah, nanti esok boley ambik trus kat Skky Net opis...ehem-ehem, almaklumlah coti sekolah punyer pasal bercampur ngan malas nak kluar umah punyer perasaan, hari ni barulah nak gi opis Sky Net...i have called early in the morning and asked whether the courier is still in their opis, they said it is...what they didnt mention was that they are planning to send it TODAY TO MY HOUSE!!!! Buat pennnnat ajer drive to Balakong to their opis and yet the courier dah takde..called their dispatch, said they are already kat UKM... so, guess have to wait until tomorrow lah when they will resend it to me...

yippieee..

2008-05-29T08:31:00.006+08:00

yeah-yeah-yeah..it's school holiday once again, 2 weeks this time, kalau ingatkan pasal cuti sekolah nie, memanglah sayang sangat kat teaching profession ni, tapi kalau ingatkan kene ngadap all the *bullshit* aku resign 24 jam..kuang-kuang...
today is the 4th day, and still tak sentuh lagi exam papers yg melambak nak kene mark, sitting area a.k.a captain jack sparrow's ship tu bilalah agaknyer nak clear...all because been bz with:

a)Monday : dating+movies with hubby
b)Tuesday : tengok tv + ngadap the net
c)Wednesday : layan the boys
d)Thursday : hmmm...dating ngan Danish...nak pegi mane ekh...

talking about my 1st born, this boy ahh...tengah angau with his latest toys, celik mate jer carik that thing, nak makan pun kene PAKSA, nak dudu pun kene ingatkan, nak tidur pun kene pujuk...aduhhh...

and these were taken 2 weeks back when papa was at langkawi with his opis buddies-team event-sob-sob, me and the heroes cudnt go with him, so we went outing with moi sister and her kids...planned nak gi 1Utama, tapi sebabkan kene bawak her big MPV,yg aku seram gak nak bawak, we end up gi Alamanda ajer...

jazzy time..

2008-05-18T18:33:00.004+08:00

I love you
But I gotta stay true
My morals got me on my knees
Im begging please stop playing games

I dont know what this is
Cos you got me good
Just like you knew you would

I dont know what you do
But you do it well
I’m under your spell

Chorus
You got me begging you for mercy
Why wont you relase me
You got me begging you for mercy
Why wont you release me
I said release me

Now you think that i
Will be something on the side
But you got to understand
That I need a man
Who can take my hand yes I do

I don't know what this is
But you got me good
Just like you knew you would

I don't know what you do
But you do it well
I’m under your spell
You got me begging you for mercy
Why wont you release me
You got me begging you for mercy
Why wont you release me
I said you’d better release yeah yeah yeah

best lah this song...ala- ala amy winehouse rehab- English Jazz songs are taking over perhaps...bile dgr lagu ni, teringat cerita 'To Sir With Love" by Sidney Portier, every time I listen to the song, really cant help it.. my tears flow like hujan lebat...it's a perfect song for students to sing to their teachers...

Those schoolgirl days, of telling tales and biting nails are gone,
But in my mind,
I know they will still live on and on,
But how do you thank someone, who has taken you from crayons to perfume?
It isn't easy, but I'll try,

If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters,
That would soar a thousand feet high,
To Sir, with Love

The time has come,
For closing books and long last looks must end,
And as I leave,
I know that I am leaving my best friend,
A friend who taught me right from wrong,
And weak from strong,
That's a lot to learn,
What, what can I give you in return?

If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start,
But I, would rather you let me give my heart,
To Sir, with Love

haPPy Teachers' Day!!!

2008-05-18T09:42:00.014+08:00

another late (but not too late, i hope) wishes..to all my previous teachers at SMK Dato' Keramat (1986-1990), SMK Puteri Wilayah (1991-1995)...my proevious lecturers at PPP/ITM (1996-1999) & Faculty Pendidikan & Bahasa UKM (1999-2001)...deepest appreciation to all of you...without you, i WILL not be a teacher myself...
and to all TESL 9 of PPP/ITM-UKM, who eventually became a teacher too, and all teachers at SMK Cheras Jaya... HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!

as to celebrate the day plus ade sorang cekgi ni nak celebrate dia naik DG44, geng bilik guru buat pot luck, and yours truly ni only mampu buat puding buah ajo...

*yang pakai tudung pink tulah yg naik DG44...

cekgu-cekgi smkcj

and a few of us decided to give eache other Teacher's Day gift..kira tukar-tukar hadiah ler..
and after tiring gift hunting with kak zur(yg aku baru tau betapa cerewetnyer) @ alamanda, i devided to give this Lovely Lace clock...mari kite lihat sape yg kene..

ENOUGH!!

2008-05-15T22:38:00.006+08:00

memanglah tak percaya kat horoscope, haram kan percaya kat benda lain besides ALLAH swt.. even sometimes it does terkena jugak here and there in life...like today's horoscope, in which, let me clarify, i didn't look for it, terjumper by accident... it says "Sagittarius: You finally realize it- you are making someone a priority while they are making you an option " ....waduh-waduh...memang it really terkena kat batang hidunglah...sungguh coincident... inilah kuasa ALLAH...coz sejak semalamlah, i finally realized, after quite sometimes being sooo damn dazed,i have come into a conclusion. So here's to you that someone, i really think..i really should stop terhegeh-hegeh menjaga hati you, should stop let you say and do things that you always do yg made me feel soo sakit... sedangkan you dengan senang hatinyer, berjaya dengan bergaya, made me feels sooo small and and and soo kocik (walaupun my badan is bosar), so cikai, and sometimes sooo silly and soo insignifacant... well, ENOUGH is ENOUGH...it's not only you who have feeling, not only you jer yg knows everything, that there is to know, not only you jer yg been there, done that...not only you jer yg PERFECT...Miss goody two shoes..."the only one yg affectedly good or proper; yg uncommonly good. Maybe just a mite too good and a bit too optimistic and a tad too nice?

hmmm...maybe i should start looking for the book The Devil and Miss Goody-Two Shoes by Charlotte Hughes...

I am a MOM

2008-05-14T15:50:00.006+08:00

alahai...mmglah every day bukak ini webpage..mmg too many to write about, a few thing had happened, to many in my mind, BUT too lazy to type about them...

hope still not too late to wish HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all dedicated, loving, caring and especially to MOM...i really hope thing would be as they used to be...Insyallah mak..
and to Zalina...my BFF since SMKPW...jangan sedih2 ok..tawakal banyak2...

sometimes, macam tak percaya jer..I am a MOM...to two perfectly cute, 'noisy', 'busyuk' little BOYZ....feels just like yesterday jer nakal-nakal kat uni....time really fly me by...

well, this year couldn't celebrate the day extravagantly bcoz papa was on call and had to stay at home most of the time...so, we had our lunch at Secret Recipe @ Nilai (coz that is the nearest to our home), and petangnyer papa decided to give "special treatment" to my car..the three stooges basuh mama's car...berkilat-kilat kereta mama...thank you darlingz...and my kids, danial haqim hadiah kan mama dia dgn sudah, at last-finally- boley JALAN without any help...alhamdulilah..yippeeee, but he still like to crawl better than jalan coz when he walks-terkedek-kedek, tapi kalau merangkak, so laju, kalah F1 car abam dier...danish right now is on potty training coz his 'teacher' at the day care said that dia pun lately dah refused to wear diapers sbb nak ikut his older friends (who are 3&4 years old)...tapi semalam dia sudah terlepaskan jugak the pee-pee kat kedai makan WITHOUT telling me on time...huahhhh...bertuah sungguh itu budak...

being out of town...

2008-05-06T17:12:00.007+08:00

i am tired, sleepy and yet just cant fell asleep for my daily nap before picking up the kids form their daycare...maybe because of the heat..even though already the air-conditioner already running...ohh.. what a busy week, starting last week, we went back to KLG=Kluang, after quite sometime 'elak' going back there...bukannyer taknak..but ohh..too many to tell about..

on totally different aspect, ...after a rendezvous with darling's old bike with Danish&Haqim keliling kampung (felt mcm dlm tatu plak)...danish, who was not feeling very well, mintak nak turun and haqim plak, could fell asleep on the bike...agaknyer sedap kot kene angin...ohh, he could just fall asleep anywhere...Gunung Lambak, has really changed...dah ade resort..must be cold as ice every morning, umah PIL yg kat kaki gunung pun dah sejuk semacam...dah ade public pool..kene bayar plak ler...after 5 brilliant years married to a Kluangees/Kluangian=org kluang...hihi..baru last week dapt menge'teh' kat the famous Kluang Station restaurant...punyerlah pekat kopi nyer..but very tasty..sejak menjak dah nak menjengok the 3 series nie, makin gemar plak minum kopi...

and last week, we went for our 1st family holiday to Melaka..well, this is haqim first trip to Melaka..and Danish's 2nd...the last time we went there, he was just 4 month young, and don't think he remember much..this time round, we spent the 4 days3nites at Everly Resort Hotel, formerly known as Riviera Bay Resort...dulu rasenyer mcm sungguh gah hotel nie...and that what was we expected...but to our dismay..not so much GAH nyer lah...well, we still enjoyed the suite..even with a few hmmm...kekurangan...the spacious room was perfect for my WILD boys running around...

zzzz....peaceful slumber...

2008-04-21T16:52:00.003+08:00

shhhh....my jumping jojo ni plak, anytime, anyplace...he can fall asleep, even when his jumping senior brother is busy cycling..even though tak reti paddle, tolak ajerlah that bicycles...

senyum...

2008-04-21T16:17:00.003+08:00

wah-wah, si hero yang sorang ni, well, i guess, with age-who will soon become 3 this June, come maturity- dah pandai pujuk+jaga adek dier, sometimes surprise us with his out of nowhere 'intelligence'- sape lak ajar dia kenal station Petronas, coz we usually pump @shell...and lately, his demanding to snap his pictures..."mama, nak senyum..." means he wants me to take his pictures...

and here are some of his at Toys r' Us (yg baru2 nie ade sale)...

and beside his excitement to see sea of toys-can see tru his wide eyes-dahlah mata memang bolat...(nasib baik boleh nego with him, not to buy a RM300++ Transformer robots)...his papa pun 'terbuka'lah hatinyer to buy his sons a toy each...3 kali round, then settled with a Pooh steering wheel for abam, and a teaching robot for haqim, who end up takut with it cause the robot can move soo fast...and balik umah, both of them, berebut to play with the steering wheel...

yelah kak...

2008-04-18T17:47:00.004+08:00

when i work, no one cares
when i rest, everybody stares...

i came across this in MPH, and straight away bought the poster..and it really happened to me...

one day at school:

kak M : Faridah, akak nak ckp sikitlah.
moi : Ade ape kak.
kak M : Aritu, Kak Y ade gitau akak, yang pentadbir ade perasan yg cikgu2 nie slalu balik awal (ie b4 1.40)
moi : Yeker, ade name dah naik ker?
kak M: Takdelah mention any names, tapi dia ade perasanlah, so awak
berhati-hatilah...
moi : HAH..bile mase lak saya slalu balik awal??? (dlm hati dah start panas nie)
ksk M: Eh, bukan ker Faridah slalu balik awal...?
moi : (hati yg makin panas) adelah sometimes saya balik awal, tapi takdelah
selalu...ade org tu lagi everyday punctual..1.05 jer dah cabut...
kak M: Takdelah, akak nak ingatkan jer kat awak, berhati-hati
moi : Yelah kak, Terima kasih...

panas sungguh hati ku ni, masa aku balik buat kerjer CLERICAL and KO-KO (yg terpaksa & yg ban+&^%) tu sampai pukul 5 or 4, tadke pulak org nak ambik tau, bile aku balik awal coz ade urgent matter or sebab penat/tak sihat...BOSAR plak mate org lain pandang...it's not that i dont do my teaching, it's not that i neglect any major work...but like hubby said, people will say that you are doing your work and being HARDWORKING, if you spend time till wee hours at your desk, even you just stare blankly at the papers...and like kak Z said, itu namenyer ramai org kat sek ni yg sebok ambik tau tepi kain org lain...

aku tak suke nak bangga-bangga diri or heboh-heboh kat org lain the works for the school that i do and have done, but it is really heart breaking if people don't appreciate it and it even panas when we heard people even say "sibok sgt ker si faridah tu"..mcmlah aku ni goyang kaki jer datang sekolah nie...

I WENT TO CELINE DION CONCERT!!!!

2008-04-14T22:09:00.007+08:00

I experienced the voice!!!

never in my wildest imagination or dreams that one day this day would come...
never I could ever wish to watch her LIVE!!!! (even though jauh sebatu, saw her so kecik)...but there so kecik about her POWERFUL Voice...perh!!!!
simply WOW!!!!

she started just on the dot when the King & Queen of Malaysia arrived..lambat lah babe...(8.45pm), kat tiket said pukul 8.oo!!!
so, maybe because of the royalties audiences, she wore so decently...even more decent than those who attended the concert...hahaha...
and the lights went out...BOOM...
actually, i wanted to start dancing..yelahkan, like my hubby said, gi konsert, bukannyer dgr ceramah perdana..tapi crowd nearby us was soooo lame, tgk konsert, tapi duduk so still...seganlah plak nak lebih2...i was so jealous with crowd beside our aisle..dancing tak ingat...tapi, tangan, kakai, badan tak ingat ape lagi babe, when she sang this song...

She ended the show superbly, with her long, sexy(finally) white dress and sang her killer "berhantu" song from Titanic.."My Heart Will Go On"..and then it was all over, it's 10.30 and i COULD NOT BELIEVE IT...huhuu
it was really worth buying, worth waiting..huhuhu...and worth the hassles planning....
the nite would be so PERFECT, if not because of this one MANGKUK, over zealous pak guard yg was so there whenever we tried to take out our camcoder and shoot some of the concert..so am sooo jealous with this dudettes yg dapatlak capture this vids...hmmm lucky them...
end up only dpt thru my N90hp yg tak braper bagus nie...but oklah kan...
nothing can take away the memory..and last nite, i was too excited to fall asleep, and until today, still terdgr2 kat telinga ni her songs...wuhhuuu..

why oh why #2

2008-04-12T19:49:00.003+08:00

another Why Oh wHY... my favourite idol has been ELIMINATED?????!!!

Micheal John was moi and hubby top 3 of American Idol
ever since his Hollywood auditions singing 'Momma"...
and he is no more in the running...

WHy OH WHY????

the Americans are clearly blind..or tone deaf...
that BLONDY is still in????

why oh WHY???!!!

2008-04-08T22:05:00.006+08:00

i am so ....well, there no word in this world could remotely describe how i feel now, to say that i am so -
sad, i couldn't even shed a tear,
disappointed, yet i cant behold any feeling...
mad, but to whom?
just feeling so numb...
just feeling so blue...

/selebat hujan malam ini, selebat itulah duka hatiku.../

to make it worst..i knew it, for only too late....

everything was perfect...well, it WAS...
i had a sitter for the kids..( "imported" SIL from cheras)
i had planned an "EL" for tomorrow- in case the THING ends late..
i had begged papa to apply a cuti also for tomorrow...
and now,
my perfect LITTLE event...was no longer perfect...no more...
it WAS, but no more...

how can i don't know about it..????
how in the world, didn't i come across with any news about it????

why OH WhY???

papa has done his very best (??) to cheer me up..but i guess, nothing can, at the moment...
he said, mesti ade hikmahnyer ni- yelah- everything happened for a reason- but.. i just cant see what it is...at the moment...

WHY oh WHY...????!!!!

it is POSTPONED!!!!!!!

alhamdulilah...

2008-04-03T16:11:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulilah, the fever has gone, my very ceria, active, 'bising' boy has gotten all better...dahboley 'gaduh' balik with his brother, dah boleh naik bicycle again, dah tak throw tantrum anytime-anywhere lagi, dah boleh macam-macam balik again...alhamdulilah... my heart melted when he was wailing (agaknyer satu hospital cud hear him) when the doctor took some blood to be tested...all of the sudden, my tears berjujuranmengalir...papa (i cud see from his expression) terkezut to see me crying...and ALHAMDULILAH, all my fears and worries went away when the doctor told us that Danish Harith only suffered some infection on his throat and it will go away with some antibiotics....Alhamdulilah...

and these one was taken during our visit to Hospital Pantai Ampang, while visit Adam Harith...a day before Danish Harith fell sick himself...

tgk tu..tangan dah berbalut pun still cudn't resist playing with the cousins

Celine Dion!!! we are coming...!!!!

2008-03-27T17:42:00.004+08:00

oh..oh...i can't help it..i am soooo excited...me hubby and moi are going to see 1st time ever a concert together...even mase muda-muda bercinta dulu pun tak pernah went to see one...Now, i will not let the chance go...bukan senang nak tgk kak celine ni ngangi kat KL, lagi pun cek abe tgh kayo-rayo bulan nie..so apelagi, bila lagi nak memperabiskan duit die...kuang-kuang...LOVE YOU darling, thank you so very much for the tickets...due to the fact that the price for the tickets are sooo mahal, apelagi, beli yg paling murah ajer lah, tak kesah lah asal kan dpt tgk CELINE DION CONCERT LIVE!!!!!!

enjet-enjet semut...

2008-03-18T18:04:00.002+08:00

was blog-hopping and stumble upon this very cute, creative yet have very deep meaning little cartoon...enjoy...

haqim&aspalela

2008-03-14T17:46:00.001+08:00

alahai..at the moment, this is danial haqim's favorite song...pantang dgr jer, tangan dah naik2..badan goyang2..hihi..cute...

the 100th!!!

2008-03-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

wah! nearly hard to believe, finally reach my 1ooth entry...thus, it also means, a lot of rantings, membebelings, commenting and and others have been posted here...well, a lot more are coming up...i really hope, Insyallah :}

starry starry night

2008-03-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze, Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frame less head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

sape kate...

2008-02-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm....happpieee day coz gaji day....yippeee...

went to the bank, to pay for my Shell superkad, and went to McD to have my lunch (one of the time i cud have McD coz darling doesn't allow to have this so much as dinner, as yours truly kekadang so "rajin' to masak)...and sape kate....only female suke mengumpat?????

i went there, placed an order, found an empty seat..selang beberapa meja, there were these 3 males(org opis tgh lunch gak)...want to know ape yg depa tgh buat..."Menganyam ketupat"!!!
lawak nyer, 'ketupat' yg dianyam tu, lebih kurang same jer style nyer kalu ladies bergosip....
and yours truly cannot help herself from listening to them...huahuhaaa..and it went something like this.."ko nak tau, dia pe rejek borang aku, aku pun ape lagi..blah-blah-blah...."
so, sape kate, only ladies jer yg bergosip and 'menganyam ketupat'...guys pun lebih kurang same jer ok...

an evening @ Aquaria KLCC

2008-02-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

well, there goes the long CNY weekend holiday of 2008...supposedly (coz hubby had promised) we would go to Genting or Sunway Lagoon to spend time with the kids...but dearest darling was too "rajin" to go either of them and rather lepaking @ home...and after a few persuasion attempts and 'merajuk' sessions, he finally agreed to take us to Aquaria KLCC...

look at all those fish...
look at that boy...
look at those teeth!
hey there sharky-sharky...

look at this boy, sedap jer tidor as his "abam" kusyuk tengok fish

makan time...

after makan time, we went to I-Setan, and best nyer ade this one room dedicated to the kids as they are let to play all Fisher-Price toys for free...yippiee, papa yg dah tired to boley rest kejap while the boys play...

on totally aside matter...what do you think this is?

what's new on the shelf

2008-02-06T17:22:00.000+08:00

oh my...P.S I Love You and Damai kasihku are still wasting to be read, and here are more new books that i just cant resist buying...first, because moi darling dgn baik hatinyer mahu belikan...(which is really a rare occasion, him buying me books...) apelagi, amik jer lah kan...2nd, it was our first visit to the Borders, rase mcm tak best plak kluar the store tak beli buku...and 3rd, because that time, we met Prof. Ungku Aziz!!...rase mcm berkobar-kobar nak buy books jer tetiba..(cudnt snap any pics wit him though...takut bhave 'jakun'ize lah plak nnt)..he was so nice and friendly...senyum jer memanjang...4th, and the most important why, is because moi hubby, 1st time ever, was interested to buy book for himself!!!!..5th, because they were in offer, "buy 3-pay for 2"...why would anyone want to let that go kan..not me...

BUT...I have FINALLY finished reading whole 7 books of HARRY POTTER!!!!

yippee....what a relive to know what happened in the end, but deep inside me..

missing reading the book...

papa's books...

mama's books

danish, dapat his new books...

danish with the camera..

2008-02-05T18:10:00.000+08:00

danish, since the last time i let him take pics using my hp camera, just can't let go every chance he gets,provided his mama is in the good mood and let him play with mama's hp, snap pics around him...

his latest model was, no other than Danial Haqim...

no luck here...tak tau ler ape yg dia ambik

and finally

here they are, the ony 4 snaps yg ade betul danial haqim's faces...

very-very late post #2

2008-02-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

present time... thanks darling, didn't expect to receive any 'krismes' present, but here they are, my year-end present...and untill today, sayang nak gune...still wrap in their boxes...simpan lama2 pun no good jgk, buatnyer expire tapi tak guna lagi....ruginyer...kene guna nie...

Happy Anniversary moi Darling..

2008-02-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

it's has been 5 wonderful, meaningful and glorious years we have been hubby and wifey..hope for more staggering and stupendous yearssss with you and our children..may we are blessed with longevity, prosperity, happyness and love, till the end ...INSYALLAH...

"I love being married. It's so great to find one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life." - Rita Rudner

where have all the time gone...

2008-01-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

hmm...'jealous' betul 'masa' nie...baru ingat nak update..tapi terleka buat powerpoint for tomorrow's lesson...dah time titun plak...next time leh

quran explorer

2008-01-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

Quran Explorer - Interactive Audio Recitations & Translations

hey people, hope you guys will visit this site...really help to release stress and tenangkan jiwa...

very-very late entry....

2008-01-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

oh gosh, dah lame nyer tak update, since the school reopened...all 'hell' broke lose...koje menimbum-nimbun...nearly everyday sampai umah after 3.30pm...

well, i felt a bit guilty coz hubby and me couldnt find the time to have a big party for Danial Haqim 1st birthday- which was on the 6th of January...but we did manage to have a small gathering of the family to have a potong birthday cake session...itu pun impromptu punyer party.Bought Secret Recipe-Chocolate Indulgent Cake(Chose it because the mama loves it-not the birthday boy though..ikkki), slap on top a Looney Tones character pics, an walla...this is Danial Haqim 1st birthday cake...

bought him the 'car' as present, but look, he was soo takut to ride it, si danish pun geram jer nak ride that thing...

after few attempts, still no luck...

lastly, 'abam' nyer the happy rider

* latest development, haqim dah OK with the car, but..ikkkii..only in reverse gear only...asyik mengundur jer....

Malu nyer!!!!

2008-01-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

OMG, i have never been soooo embarrass (not that i can remember anything else at the moment) in my entire life!!!! I have been soooo silly....Malunyer diriku ini.....

now, only 2 people knew about it ( coz i have to tell somebody, or it could burst inside of me)...no one else must know about it....ohhhhhh, malu nyer......

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!

2007-12-31T21:01:00.000+08:00

I wish you Health...So you may enjoy each day in comfort.

I wish you the Love of friends and family...And Peace within your heart.

I wish you the Beauty of nature...That you may enjoy the work of God.

I wish you Wisdom to choose priorities...For those things that really matter in life.

I wish you Generousity so you may share...All good things that come to you.

I wish you Happiness and Joy...And Blessings for the New Year.

I wish you the best of everything...That you so well deserve.

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS!

H ours of happy times with friends and family

A bundant time for relaxation

P rosperity

P lenty of love when you need it the most

Y outhful excitement at lifes simple pleasures

N ights of restful slumber (you know - dont' worry be happy)

E verything you need

W ishing you love and light

Y ears and years of good health

E njoyment and mirth

A angels to watch over you

R embrances of a happy years!